Is it already the end of June? OMG! Seems like 2011 just started. Mom went to the hospital again at the end of March and then on to rehab. She was just discharged and I am drained. Got some bad news from my immunologist, who told me my blood tests at the end of 2010 showed my system was so down it was as if I had been on chemo for a year! She was concerned and her news sent me back into reality and out of my denial that all was OK!! I am now resting more but getting further behind!! I am realizing that there are even more things that I can let go and still be OK. I still have to take time for being with good friends, for supporting others as a sponsor in a 12-step program, and always trying to be present and loving with whomever is on my path! That is essential for daily peace and guilt-free evenings, which lead to restful sleep. I am letting go more and more and seeing God working in my life in unusual and surprising ways. The more I let go and trust, the more I experience that God truly is there FOR ME, which leads to more trusting and letting go. God is good and always faithful, but not always in the way or the time that I expect or desire!!! It ain't easy, but His yoke is, once I put in on!!! Thank God!!
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